Samantha :You really don’t want to talk about your past, do you?
Ian : The past doesn’t matter. What matters is only now.
Ian :If for some reason you thought you didn’t have a lot of time left.
Samantha :You mean today?
Ian :No, I mean in life. If you had one day left what would you do?
Samantha : That’s an odd question.
Ian : I’d just like to know.
Samantha :Well, Let’s see…my last day on Earth. Shoe shopping. And eating ten hot fudge sundaes. And there’s that Calvin Klein underwear model. Might be fun to get to know him better. It’s an easy answer. A no-brainer. I’d spend it with you. Just being together. Like now. Doing nothing.
Ian :And that’s it? Nothing else?
Samantha :A closeness. An intense closeness. Really sharing things with each other. Silly things. Difficult things. That’s what I’ve always wanted for us and if we could have that, nothing could hurt us.
Ian : I love you.
Samantha : I love you, too.
Ian : I want to tell you why I love you.
Samantha : It’s raining. You know that, right?
Ian : I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I’ve loved you since I met you…but I wouldn’t allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead. Making decisions out of fear. Today, because of what I learned from you…every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed.And I’ve learned that if you do that, you’re living your life fully. It doesn’t matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha, if not for today, if not for you… I would never have known love at all. So thank you for being the person who taught me to love. And to be loved.
Samantha : I don’t know what to say.
Ian : You don’t have to say anything. I just wanted to tell you. Thank you.
(thanks to the IF ONLY movie, to teach me that I don’t want waste time to showing how much i love him; to appreciate him, and what i have)
3 Comments